Monday, May 21, 2012

I LOVE YOU, MY BABY!


This, I dedicate to my ONE and ONLY PET, CEDIE, my Maltese best friend who died on April 14th, 2012 because of 3 shots of antibiotics, steroids, and vitamins which the vet gave to him despite the fact that  I told that vet that he was suffering from a heart attack because I was born with a congenital heart disease and a kidney failure, and that my Maltese pet got some of my sicknesses.

And now that he's gone, I have nobody to bear the pains I have been suffering. I just had an attack last night, May 20th, 2012, alone in this training  room. 


I told him to look at the camera. But instead of looking
at the camera, he looked at my face.

I suspect, I have this kind of disease now. 
 " 
Multiple Sclerosis
Commonly referred to as MS, multiple sclerosis is an autoimmune disorder that affects 
the central nervous system — the brain and spinal cord. MS involves injury to the protective 
covering that surrounds nerve cells. This protective covering is called the myelin sheath, which 
when damaged, causes nerve impulses to slow down. This is why MS is considered an autoimmune 
condition — the body’s immune system is what attacks the myelin sheath, through inflammation.
MS symptoms vary in severity from person to person, ranging from limb numbness to paralysis. The 
disease is considered progressive, meaning it gets worse over time, but the rate of progression also is 
widely variable. The cause of MS remains unknown, but most research points to a virus or a genetic 
defect. 

More women than men, and more whites than blacks, have MS, and it is most commonly diagnosed 
between the ages of 20 and 40. According to the National Multiple Sclerosis Society, about 400,000 
people have MS in the United States, and more than 2.5 million people are affected worldwide.


    "
But I don't wanna go to the hospitals and 
doctors anymore. DOCTORS KILLED MY 
MAMA, MY BROTHER BERN, 
AND MY BEST FRIEND MALTESE CEDIE. 
I DON'T WANT ANY ONE FROM AMONG 
MY FAMILY MEMBERS BE KILLED BY 
THESE LICENSED DOCTORS. I LEAVE 
EVERYTHING IN THE HANDS OF MY GOD, 
THE LORD ALMIGHTY!